19 February 2021

Losing My Religion




Thirty years ago, R.E.M. released arguably their most successful song. It isn't their best song, or my favorite, but it is the song that  catapulted them from critics' darling to multi-platinum success. Some say its album, Out Of Time, is the demarcation line between two different R.E.M.s. I disagree - I think that lies with Green, their first album on Warner after leaving IRS. But there is definitely something different about this song and its album than its predecessors. Whether that something is good, or bad, is hard to say. When you enjoy what an artist is doing, it's difficult to see them change, to evolve. Many old R.E.M. fans hated this song and just about everything they did moving forward. I thought that was a little extreme. I was happy for them - they deserved the success. But, I will admit, I consider the best R.E.M. album post Document to be The King Is Dead by The Decemebrists.

Anyway, this documentary looks at the song's origin and impact not only on R.E.M., but American society.  Worth thirty minutes of your time.  

BTW - I had never in my life heard the phrase "Lost my religion" before I heard this song. And I'm pretty Southern. Of course, I'm from a different part of the South than Stipe, so maybe that's it.

Also, I feel really, really old.

History of the Hit Song: Losing My Religion



20 January 2021

E Pluribus Unum

It doesn't seem like it was twelve years ago that I cried tears of joy as our nation's first black president was sworn in. His youth, his vision, his hope. I cried again today - not from joy, although there is joy there. But from relief. 

Relief that our democracy withstood its greatest test in 160 years. Relief that I can wake up and read the news in the morning without having to brace myself for some atrocity which undermines the very fabric of our nation was committed or uttered in the name of the United States. Relief that the majority of my fellow Americans rejected lies, division, and fascism and instead chose truth, unity, and democracy. 

Unity comes through justice  - legal, economic, racial, and criminal. For all. 

It will not happen in a week, or a year, or even one presidential term.  But we must see that it happens. 



Where there is despair, hope; Where there is darkness, light;

Four years ago, I made some dire predictions about the incoming President. I was wrong. It was worse than I predicted. He shook the literal foundations of our democracy. But, they held. And today, we see the inauguration of the antithesis of the last president. 

Joe Biden is a good man. You may disagree with his politics, but his innate humanity can not be questioned.  He truly lives his faith, attending mass with the leaders of the opposition, before he takes on the monumental task of leading this fractured nation  to a better place.

Pres. Biden reminds me of what is best about the faith of my father. While it's been many years since I attended mass, this prayer, which I first heard at Our Lady of Fatima Elementary School, from a Franciscan nun,  is very much the center of my life. And based on the life he's led, at the center of Pres. Biden's. 


The Prayer of St. Francis

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace:
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy.

O divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console,
to be understood as to understand,
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

Amen

13 January 2021

Complicity and Consequences

As the House meets for the second time in thirteen months to impeach the sitting president, some disturbing information is coming to light.

Ali Alexander, a right wing extremist and organizer of the Stop the Steal rally that provided cover for the coup attempt, has named three specific Congressmen who "helped him." - Reps. Andy Biggs (Ariz.), Mo Brooks (Ala.) and Paul A. Gosar (Ariz.),  They of course, deny any knowledge or relationship, despite their presence at multiple previous rallies organized by Alexander, including Jan. 6, and tweets from their accounts signaling Alexander out for his patriotism and friendship.  (Alexander also said that VP elect Harris is not a "real" Black American.)  LINK

Rep. Mikie Sherrill (D-NJ 11), a former federal prosecutor and decorated Navy pilot, told her constituents in a FB live event last night that she observed, "members of Congress [with] groups coming through the Capitol ... on Jan. 5 — a reconnaissance for the next day." She also affirmed her intent "to see they are held accountable, and if necessary, ensure that they don't serve in Congress." It is worth noting here that the Capitol has been closed to the public since March 2020. How and why were members of Congress escorting GROUPS around the building? LINK

The FBI arrested Lonnie Coffman from the great state of Alabama with a truck filled with weapons including guns and molotov cocktails, among other things. He reportedly asked if they "had found the bombs yet." Also in the truck - a list of good guys and bad guys that highlighted a federal judge and Muslim members of Congress. Also found - personal contact info for show host Mark Levin, Fox News' Sean Hannity and Sen. Ted Cruz, (R-Texas). LINK

The seditious rioters planned their actions once the Capitol was breached. They helpfully posted video of themselves on Twitter. They possessed detailed information of the building and talked of accessing lower levels through specific rooms that are not common knowledge. There are also multiple reports that even more specific plans were mentioned repeatedly on Parler prior to the coup. Since Palrer has been hacked and archived - I'm sure that information will be available soon. LINK

Multiple Republican members of Congress have confided in Democratic colleagues that they want to vote to impeach but they have received credible death threats against not only themselves, but also their families. LINK

So, let's review. The seditious rioters have direct links to sitting members of Congress. The same rioters had detailed schematics of the Capitol building that are not widely available, including of the underground escape tunnels.Congressional members were observed giving tours to GROUPS of people in violation of the COVID safety measures the day prior to the attack. 

Wow. 

This is difficult to process. It is difficult to look at the overwhelming amount of information pointing to the complicity, if not direct conspiratorial involvement, of sitting members of Congress in the coup attempt. Drawing connections between unrelated incidents is how we as a nation got to this place but the information is pretty damning. 

How we as a nation navigate this maelstrom will define us. Will we purge our White House, our Congress, and our society, of violent, seditious fascists and bigots? If we don't, what will we have left? We will no longer be a functioning democratic republic. We will be a shell of a nation, a fractured shell of what could have been.

Members of the Republican caucus are standing on the House floor, equivocating about the actions of the president on January 6. There is no middle ground on this question - you stand with democracy or you stand with fascism. 

12 January 2021

A little dark humor

 This was just funny to me. That's all. :)




11 January 2021

Framing the Narrative

I was incredibly fortunate, as I’ve noted multiple times, to have several excellent writing instructors in my life. In addition to basic grammar and syntax, they spent time on stylistic elements that, when implemented, transform writing. One of those is framing the narrative – how you choose and present the information to support your argument. Developing that skill aided me enormously in college and beyond – it strengthened my voice as a writer and as a debater. I stop and consider – even for a split second – how I am framing my narrative. It also influenced my choice of history as a profession – I was interested to explore how different people look at the same set of facts and come away with such radically different interpretations – how they frame their narratives. 

As more information comes out, it is obvious that various news outlets and political figures are using this technique – framing the narrative. Mainstream media across the globe, with the exception of Fox News, is united in presenting the events of the last week as an attempted coup, aided and abetted by the POTUS and perhaps other highly placed political appointees as well as elected officials. This is supported with a seemingly endless stream of videos, tweets, and social media posts of “patriots” ruthlessly assaulting police officers while looting and desecrating the nation’s capitol. Tech giants and corporations are exercising their discretion as private companies, invoking the terms of service to limit their exposure to the illegal, unconstitutional, violent behavior of the President and his followers. Congress must act swiftly and decisively to punish the President and the insurrectionists to not only set a precedent, but to preserve our democracy. 

The supporters of the President look at that same information and frame it as a First Amendment issue. It wasn’t a coup – it was a First Amendment protest that got out of hand. These aren't criminals – they are patriots, exercising their right to assemble, protest, and petition who got swept up in the moment. Private companies are stifling free speech in violation of the Bill of Rights. He learned his lesson – he’ll behave. He leaves office in X number of days – to impeach or censure would just further divide.

How did we get to such very different places? That’s a question that historians will debate for decades but there is something more pressing. How can we prevent the false narrative from becoming the dominant narrative?

Many elected representatives, former government figures, and media are pushing back – refusing to allow that reframing, deliberately phrasing questions and answer to hammer home the fact that this was a coup. This is what happened. This is why we must do something in response. If we don’t – it is a very real possibility that we will descend into a fascist dictatorship. That must continue. Individuals need to do the same – if you see or hear such language from friends, family, and co-workers – push back. Yeah – they’ll get upset. They may unfriend you or stop speaking to you – but it is imperative that the majority, and that’s what we are, push back. Not controlling the narrative is one reason we are where we are. (That’s a whole other missive!)

One talking point of the false narrative that is particularly irritating to me is the idea that there is only one response, that we can’t follow more than one avenue.…. NO. 

Yes. We. Can.

We can impeach. We can censure. We can hold a trial in the Senate. We can fight the pandemic. We can start the process of rebuilding our decimated bureaucratic infrastructure (another missive!) We can walk and chew gum at the same time. It won’t be quick, or easy, or clean. Most significant change is not and in the moment, it looks too daunting to attempt. And that is the moment we face now – a daunting challenge, and opportunity, to once and for all fulfill our nation’s promises.


10 January 2021

The Iceberg is Coming into View

There is so much information streaming in from so many directions. I live for news and I'm drowning so can't imagine how overwhelmed others who aren't current event junkies feel. I have found a few pieces that summarize/analyze various aspects of the attempted coup of Wednesday, January 6, 2021.

It was so much worse than we initially thought. The Washington Post, CNN, Slate, and Politico all have frightening timelines of what happened inside the Capitol as the mob broke through.

This compilation of a Twitter thread from Seth Abramson is particularly interesting. He analyzes the rhetoric and timing of Trump's speech to the crowd that became the mob. He brings up some salient points that may be of interest as the investigations move beyond the low hanging fruit of social media numbskulls. The role of Rudi Guiliani and the call for the participation of the military and law enforcement could possibly indicate coordination of the Trump machine and appointees in the military. Remember, several key people in the DoD were purged a few weeks ago and replaced with loyalists. This picture, which seems to confirm the presence of a Putin ground agent at the Capitol that day, also suggests outside coordination, perhaps with Russia? 

We all have family and friends that have gone down the right-wing misinformation rabbit hole.Jillian Kramer of national Geographic (of all places) examines why. There are simple answers, as well as more complex psychological mechanisms at play. “For some people, conspiracy beliefs are the best way to deal with the psychological threat posed by their failure, says Marta Marchlewska, a social and political psychologist who studies conspiracy theories at the Polish Academy of Sciences. Marchlewska’s research also suggests that collective narcissism - a group’s inflated belief in its own significance. - leads them to look for imaginary enemies and adopt conspiracy explanations that blame those figments of imagination. 

The first hand accounts of the activities of the mob outside the Capitol as well as those inside are painting a chilling picture of how close the coup came to at least temporarily succeeding. The harrowing video of the young Capitol police officer being crushed between two doors as the mob attacked the security team guarding an exterior door is indicative of the coordinated, military-style tactics part of the mob used. Danny Gold links to video of the mob attacking AP reporters and threatening to lynch them as they covered the attack. (May require and Instagram account to view. I haven't tested it to see.) 

This analysis of the actions of a lone Capitol police officer suggests that his heroic actions perhaps averted the capture of Pence and other leadership by the mob. When confronted by a portion of the mob, he initiates contact and deliberately leads the mob away from the main chamber, giving cover for those inside to barricade and evacuate. 

Of course, all major social media platforms have permanently banned soon to be ex-POTUS Trump, and Amazon even closed down Parler, the upstart extremist haven. Trump is cornered, humiliated, and angry. He is lashing out and increasingly desperate. As Arnold Schwarzenegger so powerfully lays out in his video statement, we are on the precipice - we have a choice. We must take this coup attempt seriously and hold Trump, his allies, his accomplices, and the rioters accountable. 

08 January 2021

Conspiracy and Complicity

As more information comes out - from journalists, participants, observers - a few things are becoming clearer. There was conspiracy and complicity. How far does it go? Yet to be seen. What I have read/seen today: (Sources linked where possible)

Some off duty Capital Police and DC Metro police officers participated in the coup, including flashing their badges to get access. LINK

Our allies abroad have concrete suspicions that "multiple" agencies - perhaps even the DoD - either through inaction or direct complicity - aided and abetted the coup. LINK

As the Capitol was under attack, Congressional members, staffers, press, and security were legitimately fearful of their lives as the mob used everything at hand to forcefully take the Capitol. One described it as "a pitched battle." LINK Meanwhile......

Trump was calling Senators to ask them to overturn the election results as they sheltered in place, waiting to be evacuated. LINK

The mob had zip cuffs and guns. They were chanting "Hang Pence" and had made a operational gallows on the plaza. There are also social media posts indicating that was the plan. LINK

Right-wing extremist social media was instrumental in not only organizing the coup, but spreading disinformation in its wake. LINK

Many coup participants feel Trump has abandoned them because they did what he asked and then left to them out to dry, allowing them to be labeled as traitors. LINK

The House will debate one article of impeachment: incitement of insurrection. LINK

There is movement within the GOP to support the impeachment process. Sasse of Nebraska has indicated he "is open" to discussing the House's article. LINK

Murkowski (R-AK) said, unequivocally, that Trump has lost her support, "I want him out." Also, if the GOP is to be the party of Trump, she can not see herself as a part of it. LINK

Analysis - what does it all mean?

I think it means this is the tip of a very large iceberg. There is obvious complicity with the CP and Metro police. The refusal of the DoD to authorize the deployment of ANY National Guard, from Maryland, Virginia, or DC, is disturbing and possibly indicative of a deeper connection. 

The fact that the mob was looking for Pence, with police grade zip cuffs, and made a makeshift gallows, implies that he was the lynchpin of the plan, His refusal to participate caused it to fall apart, although Trump did not call off the mob, knowing that the election would not be overturned. It's looking more and more like this was much more coordinated and sophisticated than the "political protest gotten out of hand" Tucker Carlson described. 

The FBI and local authorities across the nation are rounding up and charging participants. The chances of one of them not flipping on the instigators are small. This could get ugly and uncomfortable for a lot of people.

The relatively sudden shift in position for many GOP members, given they know more than us, to me, signals there is more.  I think Murkowski and Sasse are first through the breach to give other senators cover when it comes time to vote.

Trumps allies, and some former allies, may be in serious peril. Hawley's (R-MO) largest donor is calling for his censure. His GOP colleagues are furious with him. And the photo of his raised fist in solidarity with the mob prior to the attack is not going to age well. CNN just interviewed someone who knew a right-wing blogger who posted about coordination of the attack with members of Congress. These breadcrumbs left by co-conspirators may lead to him, and other Republican representatives - that is PURE speculation, though. Lindsey "I deplore Trump but think he's OK overall" Graham was hounded by a pro-Trump mob in the airport this afternoon, with threats that they will follow him for the rest of his life. 

That's just what I have right now. I'll up date if more info comes out later tonight.

The Reichstag is under attack

When I took the kids to DC - wow - 12 years ago? I got lost coming from the airport - really turned around. I turned right onto a street to park and get out the map. I looked up through the windshield and saw the Capitol dome, high on a hill, backlit by the setting sun.  I have never felt more American than that moment - to see the nation's Capitol for the very first time in such a majestic way. (Second only to when I finally achieved a lifetime dream - to see the Constitution and Bill of Rights in the National Archives. I literally cried. My nieces will never let me forget that!)

I am a political historian. I have spent decades studying not only our nation's history, but it's Constitution, its structure, its mechanisms. I value discussion, discourse, dissent. Those are vital to the survival of democracy. I support /every/ person's First Amendment rights to peaceable assembly, petition, and free speech. I'm sure the vast majority of people at the Capitol yesterday were simply exercising their First Amendment rights, just like the BLM protestors who were savaged by the security forces this summer. HOWEVER...

The sizable faction that committed domestic terrorism - and make no mistake - that is what it was - they were not exercising those rights. They had zip ties and guns - pipe bombs were found on the Capitol grounds as well as at nearby office buildings, targeting both parties. Truckloads of guns and Molotov cocktails were seized. These people were not there to just take selfies with the Capitol police, to prop up their feet on Pelosi's desk, to mockingly pose in the well of the Senate. To make a symbolic statement.


They were there to overthrow the government.  


They committed sedition, treason. They were trying to destroy the very governmental system that protects those rights. Why? Because their cult leader told them that because the vast majority of people voted for the other guy, their rights were being trampled on? Because the system worked, and the guy people actually voted for won?  Because people that don't look like them, worship like them, think like them have a more equal place in society? What did they think was going to happen - that the rest of the nation would just sit back and let it happen? Or worse, join them?

There are pictures of not only the Confederate flag, but Nazi flags - flying in our capitol. Think about that. The emblems of the slavery supporting loser of our Civil War as well as white supremacy coupled with the most vile incarnation of evil the modern world has witnessed - those were the ideologies displayed in OUR capitol yesterday. Those people are not patriots. They are not heroes. They are traitors. 

And they were allowed to just.... leave. Walk away unharmed. Yes - many were arrogant and/or dumb enough to post pictures all over social media. They will be found. They will be brought to justice. But we have a deeper problem. What about the ones who hid their faces from the cameras, who built and delivered the bombs, opened the gates, directed actions from the cherry pickers on the edges of the plaza? What about them? And what of the ones who weren't there but truly believe what happened yesterday - the assault on the very heart of our democracy - was justified, a legitimate blow against tyranny? Or, a "false flag?" What do we do about them? They are our friends, neighbors, family, co-workers. How do we root out such deep-rooted delusions? How do we repair the damage they have done?

I know that we are an anomaly in human history - a self-governing society. No divine right. No absolute power. Just us, making it work together by talking things out and taking a vote. We are not perfect. We have made /many/ mistakes - foreign and domestic - and have the blood of untold numbers on our hands - but we are something unique. We are a diverse nation that, at our best, literally changes the world. We bend that arc toward justice.  

I don't know how we move forward from this - given that 1/3 of the nation believes in an alternate reality, an America more like The Man in the High Castle than It's A Wonderful Life. But I do know that we have to do it together.

27 September 2020

Mighty Girls Do Mighty Things

 My grandparent's house had the guest room and the children's room. The guest room was shadowy and spooky, with a creepy picture of my grandfather when he was 2, in the little white dress and patent shoes that were fashionable in 1912. It also had the "new" cherry furniture and was strictly off limits. The children's room though -  it was a wonderland. A four poster bed we were NOT to jump on, but had the softest sheets and a bedspread with the neatest little fuzzy ball trim. There was a window unit Grandmama turned on when we slept that made it an igloo. You slept the deepest, bestest sleep of your life snuggled in that bed, woken only by the smell of homemade waffles and the whomp whomp whomp of Grandmama whipping the batter in the blue Pyrex bowl that was ONLY used for waffle batter. 

After waffles and orange juice in Scooby Doo jelly glasses, back to the children's room where there were baskets of toys and shelves of games and books. There were sliding doors that opened onto a massive backyard that was made for adventure. So many escapades in that little 12X12 room, most of them inspired by Nancy Drew. Emily and I spent hours reading those books. Grandmama had slowly acquired the entire set as well as the entire Hardy Boys.  I'm not sure if she intentionally gave us access to books that empowered young girls to not only use, but speak their minds. After all, we already had her and our mother modeling that. But boy - did those books influence me and my sister. Long live Nancy, Bess, and George.

https://www.facebook.com/amightygirl/photos/a.360833590619627/3311963592173264

17 April 2020

Oh sleep! it is a gentle thing

I dreamed of my mother last night. 

My sister and I pulled up to a pump at a gas station/restaurant, like the ones we stopped at when we made those epic journeys across the southeast in the 80s and 90s. The passenger side door of the car at the pump in front of us swings open. “We already have gas in the car, Joe. We don’t need anymore,” the woman says. She has light brown hair with glints of auburn. It’s almost to her shoulders, in spiral curls that are half perm, half natural. She’s slim, in seersucker shorts that show off amazing calves tucked into white Keds. She turns and smiles at me. 

My heart stops. I run to her and try to hug her, but I can’t. My eyes start to burn and my lip quivers. “Don’t cry.,” she says in the voice I would recognize across time and space. “I know you love me.” She looks over my shoulder at Emily. “Be careful what you say. You’re the only one who can see me.” We walk, side by side, into the diner. 

Then I woke up. 

Some people say grief is like a series of tidal waves, crashing over you, then the waves soften,  eventually becoming still. I have found grief is more like a lazy river, slowly eroding the ground beneath me until I suddenly plummet into a deep, dark pool that seems to have no light and no bottom. The pressure pushes me further down, a weight so unbearable I feel as if I’ll never breathe again.

Then I hear my mother’s voice and my head breaks above the surface and I can breathe.  

13 April 2020

Time as an abstract

It’s a hazy time in my memory - the early 80s. My parents were splitting up - and getting back together - and splitting up again. I spent a lot of time with my head in a book, sitting on the green carpet of the bedroom I shared with my sister, leaning against the twin bedspread my mother made for me. Green gingham with white eyelet trim, a cursive “A” lovingly stitched on the side; it’s doppelganger across the room emblazoned with an “E” for Emily. The white shutters my mother painted and installed on our windows let in beams of Louisiana sun that hit the matching pillow shams in rigid lines. The desk that matched the white bedroom suite my mother bought in installments from Dixie Furniture sat under the window that faced Mr. Poole’s house. Its drawers held stationary we used to write letters to Grandmama Butler in Oak Grove, home of magical rolls, biscuits, and tomatoes. Everything was very organized - everything had its place. A small, brown radio sat in its place on the upper left corner of the desk, a gift from our Auntie and Uncle B. Auntie, our Grandmama’s baby sister, had recently died a horrific death from cancer. A death so traumatic Mama wouldn’t let us visit her in the hospital, even though we loved Auntie almost as much as we loved Grandmama. Everytime I turned on the radio, I thought of Auntie.
It was an A.M. radio - so the only “good” station was KMLB. Every Saturday, I tuned in to hear Casey Kasem’s American Top 40. One Saturday, I was laying on that ugly green carpet, trying to ignore my life and family tearing itself apart, watching the dust drift through the sunbeams, and Casey mentioned a new band with an interesting name that was getting noticed. They weren’t on the charts yet - but look out for them. Then he played “Radio Free Europe.” I sat up and turned up the radio as loud as it would go. I may have blown the speaker.I waited, and waited, to hear that song again. I called and requested it. Nope. I guess it was too weird for Monroe, Louisiana, in 1981.
Fast forward and I’m living in Georgia in the mid-80s, not too far from Athens, actually. I knew R.E.M. was from the area but still didnt’ hear them on the radio. I just assumed they never made it. Then, someone’s brother who was a freshman at UGA forgot a mixtape one weekend which found its way to the high school. There they were. R.E.M. Bolt of lightning. Most of the songs were off Life’s Rich Pageant, which some consider a delineator in R.E.M.’s discography - the boundary between “good” R.E.M. and “new” R.E.M. I just thought it was awesome. My senior year, R.E.M. finally broke out of the college radio scene and hit the mainstream with The One I Love. That Chistams, December, 1987, Melissa gave me a cassette of Document. I still have it somewhere.
The closest I’ve ever had to an epiphany moment with music was on that lazy Saturday afternoon in 1981, hiding from the world in my room, with my radio. R.E.M.’s sound was different, so new compared to everything else at that time. I found solace and inspiration in their music. They were my Beatles, in a way, the soundtrack to my adolescence and young adulthood, when my world was turning inside out. They were nostalgic, poetic, intellectual. They reveled in ambiguity and were unabashedly political. It’s hard to pick a favorite song by R.E.M., but this is in my top five. And I do believe the poles are shifting. And change is what I believe in.

06 April 2020

We can't wait for June


It was the summer of the turtle. 1986. My siblings and I were staying at our Mimi and Papa’s because there wasn’t enough room for all of us at Daddy’s house.  My sister had just gotten her license. Daddy would sometimes let us borrow his truck – which was really just a conveyance for fish, fishing supplies, and newspaper crossword puzzles – to go cruising. We’d hit all the hot spots – Pecanland Mall. Forsythe Park, the Cracker Barrell at the corner of 18th and Forsythe to replenish our Diet Cokes. We had one cassette for the tape deck which we blasted with windows down (Daddy was still too cheap to get AC in a vehicle at this point – I think he finally caved in 2002.)
I turned Sweet 16 that summer at Mimi and Papa’s – it was a beautiful beginning to one of the best years of my life. Every time I hear the Beach Boys, I remember cruising in that Mazda truck with Emily, watching out for the kooks, and enjoying being young and free.


05 April 2020

Been A Long Time Coming

As I was walking through my neighborhood this afternoon, some one had written "This too shall pass" is vibrant chalk on their retaining wall. As I read it, the opening strains of Bob Dylan's "Times They are A Changin'" streamed through my earphones. It was an uplifting moment.
Which got me thinking on what song I would post today. I love music so there are a lot of options but the one I decided upon has special significance to me.
My parents loved Same Cooke. I mean LOVED Sam Cooke. "Their" song was "You Send Me." I grew up thinking all people loved Sam Cooke as much as my parents. Shockingly, some people don't know who he is.
He was more than a suave crooner who served as background music for my parents courtship. He was a groundbreaking force in the music industry. Cooke wanted all black artists, including himself, to reap the benefits of their work and artistry. He created his own record label, a daring move for a black man in Jim Crow America, and soon followed up with a publishing company and management arm. He set a precedent that helped others successfully navigate a complicated and often exploitative business.
He used his celebrity and acceptance in white circles as a platform to advance the civil rights movement. He funneled money to causes; he mentored other artists, encouraging them to do the same. He embraced all voices including Malcolm X and Muhammad Ali.
What Cooke would have accomplished, where he would have led, had he lived we'll never know. But in this time of crisis, his swan song is more poignant and piercing than ever. A Change Is Gonna Come.

Seeing Things Real

In an effort to not be a Cassandra 24/7, I'm going to start sharing songs and artists that always make me smile or have other special significance to me. I'm going to start with the song Brian and I danced to at our wedding.
A little backstory - when Brian and I started dating, I was obsessed with a song called Blow Me Up by Will and the Bushmen. Brian had a bootleg of the album and "lent" it to me. I loved that cassette. Brian kept telling me he knew the band and I kept telling him he was a liar. When he introduced me to Will a few months later at The Dock in Jackson, it was one of the few times I've ever been speechless.
Fast forward a couple of years and Brian and I are getting married. Will graciously agreed to play our reception. When he asked what he should play for our dance, I insisted on this song. He didn't get it - but he did it. So here it is, the oddest wedding song ever. Like Laughing by Will and the Bushmen.



22 August 2013

"We need in every community a group of angelic troublemakers."

Today is the 50th anniversary of the March on Washington - a seminal moment in not just the civil rights movement, but modern American history. Its images and soaring oratory, seared into the American consciousness and consciences, are synonymous with the movement. King's speech that day is justifiably lauded as magisterial, the cadence of his delivery building to an emotional breaking point that changed the course of history. But there was so much more to that march; so many others who made the march "a moment."

A. Phillip Randolph, president of the Brotherhood of Sleeping Car Porters, arguably the most well financed and well connected of all African American organizations active in the movement, the man who confronted and shamed FDR into addressing racism in the armed services at the height of WWII - spoke that day. Labor leaders, politicians, entertainers - all took their turn at the podium. The official program is a running list of the nation's most prominent leaders and activists. But one name is missing.

He spoke that day - introducing King by reading the demands of the marchers which were to be given to President Kennedy later that day, at a meeting to which he was not welcome. He organized the march, orchestrating buses, lunches, latrines, first aid. Served as a mediator between rival factions within the movement, ensured nothing was left to chance, literally writing a how-to manual for marchers pouring in from around the country. The March on Washington, perhaps America's defining moment of the 20th century, would not have happened without him - his skill, his passion, his intellect. But ask an average american who was responsible for for the march and they say, with certainty, Martin Luther King. Few would say Bayard Rustin. Which is a shame.

There are many reasons Rustin was pushed to the shadows - his atheism, his Communist ties, his sexuality - all inconvenient truths to the movement and the society it was attempting to transform. So Rustin remained behind the scenes, making phone calls, counting heads, coordinating delivery of Port-A-Potties - while King, Parks, Carmichal, Lewis became the faces of the movement.

As I read and researched the movement in grad school, I was immediately drawn to Rustin, humbled by his humility, inspired by his tenacity. I wonder if I would have been selfless enough to allow others to take credit for my work, to sublimate the very essence of my self for the greater goal. I like to think I would.

I also saw in Rustin a bit of a man I knew well. My father was not in Washington fifty years ago today. No, he was in Monroe, Louisiana, sweating his way to another tuition payment, bagging groceries and mowing lawns. He was idealistic - a Kennedy man through and through - ready to embrace the challenge laid out in 1961, to give to his country, to be the change he sought. He was handsome and strong, one of those liberal intellectuals the Delta spits out under the noses of the John Birchers and Klansmen. But he didn't seek the stage, the movement writ large. He chose another path - local action in an unassuming, non-threatening, charmingly rogue package. He found a kindred spirit in a feisty, petite brunette and together they would change their world, their small corner of north Louisiana, one student at a time.

They tried. But life is funny - it rarely unfolds the way you imagine. The dreams of 23 fade into mortgage payments, car notes, shoes for the children, and swing shifts at the MoPac. Regrets subsumed into a fog of Pall Malls and Benson and Hedges, paths diverging in a forest of fig trees and pines.

Today, on the anniversary of the march, I'll be thinking of my dad, the lessons his patient life-time commitment to education and equality taught me, and how he would agree that the job is unfinished; the work must continue to achieve the America he and my mother believed was possible in August, 1963. And I'll also be thinking of Bayard Rustin, the architect of those iconic moments, and remind myself to be an angelic troublemaker. It's what they both would want.

25 June 2009

I Tremble with Shame in the Face of Their Bravery

I see the moment we are witnessing as a civil rights movement rather than a push to topple the regime. If Rosa Park was the American "mother of the civil rights movement," the young woman who was killed point blank in the course of a demonstration, Neda Agha-Soltan, might very well emerge as its Iranian granddaughter.

If I am correct in this reading, we should not expect an imminent collapse of the regime. These young Iranians are not out in the streets seeking to topple the regime for they lack any military wherewithal to do so, and they are alien to any militant ideology that may push them in that direction.

It seems to me that these brave young men and women have picked up their hand-held cameras to shoot those shaky shots, looking in their streets and alleys for their Martin Luther King. They are well aware of Mir Hossein Moussavi's flaws, past and present. But like the color of green, the very figure of Moussavi has become, it seems to me, a collective construction of their desires for a peaceful, nonviolent attainment of civil and women's rights. They are facing an army of firearms and fanaticism with chanting poetry and waving their green bandannas. I thought my generation had courage to take up arms against tyranny. Now I tremble with shame in the face of their bravery.


From "Looking for Their Martin Luther King Jr." by Hamid Dabashi

26 December 2008

Yes, Virginia, There Is a Santa Claus

and this is his work:
Blog 'miracle' saves Christmas for hard-luck family

and this:
Shuttered bakery reopens, rehires workers

To me Christmas is not just about Jesus, it's about all of us - finding, and embracing, in ourselves that innate desire to help others, to live in peace with each other, and to make this world a better place one small gift or gesture at a time.

Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.

09 December 2008

Caroline Kennedy: "No Drama" Before "No Drama" Was Cool

I relish the idea of Caroline in the Senate. This guy really sums up the rationale behind it. (hat tip to Dangerblond) I particularly like this bit about the differences between the Kennedy and Clinton camps of the party.

I'm not saying that these superficial contradictions make for anything hypocritical: to the contrary, the critics of a possible appointment of Attorney Kennedy to the US Senate are essentially correct in perceiving that something much bigger than symbolism would occur through it. The Kennedy and Clinton tendencies in the Democratic Party have embodied two distinct magnetic poles each trying to pull the party in different directions for the past 16 years, and before that between Kennedy and Carter tendencies.

This was very much at play with Senator and Attorney Kennedy's endorsement of Obama early in the primaries, and intentionally signaled as such. The Kennedy organization was not happy - many of us were not - with the change in direction that the Clinton administration brought to the party, toward a blatant acquiescence to corporate interests, away from the New Deal and the Great Society. And while both families have had their share of public personal scandal, for the Kennedys that hasn't bled much at all into the political or policy realms: we just have never seen Ted Kennedy, for example, go to Malaysia and collect $200,000 for a speech from a corporate power broker, lavishing his benefactor's company with praise, as occurred yesterday with Bill Clinton, now getting a few last international paydays in before his ethics agreement with the Obama administration kicks in to prevent future such embarrassments.

Now, don't get me wrong, I love me some Brother Bill, but Tio Teddy has always been a political hero of mine. His very subtle, quiet, unobtrusive way of pushing progressive causes for the last 46 years is what I think public service is about. Don't worry about getting credit, worry about getting it passed. Results rather than personal aggrandizement, country before self, just like his brother asked. I'm positive the daughter will continue the brothers' work.